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To absorb life fully do this
Observe and Listen
A lecture on Epidemiology of HIV went well. The vibrant faces in front of me were intrigued by some general rules of the disease. One or two couldn’t stand the humidity of a summer morning in the lecture theatre so they got up to switch on the fan. This day was a definite respite from the usual quiet and inward speculations that usually happen to me when I try to read for my books and carry out some research work.
I have halted all of my deliberations for a while due to an upheaval inside, a thrill, an anxiety before taking the next leap in my life.
I do not believe in imagining my old age. Neither the middle age. Living in the present, introspecting the learnings from my past is how my brain is wired since childhood. Even the past doesn’t come. I muse on something that I read or fiction stories that I create or non fiction philosophical thinking apart from the scientific read that I usually indulge in. I may not be assimilating what I read many a times which makes me uncomfortable when I am not fully into the text. But I do not lose focus (my aim), despite distraction. I hope you understand what I mean. My mind maps continue to form even then.
The whole point is that I live my life. There can be nasty remarks on my ways by my family because they are more mature and together so have the right to…
