Keep it low-key, still love it. Try doing yin yoga. You can follow yoga with Kassandra on you tube. The kind of patience you will achieve after that kind of yoga is really so satisfying. I have been through hard times and still there is no solace but practicing yin yoga and not wanting to fly on cloud nine solves most problems. Some name, fame, money, partner, help, respect comes with age...try a boring self discipline for yourself. All the best.