Just going on with the beauty of life

Embracing and retreating to uncertainty- things less figured out for myself at the moment!!

I felt like being stuck a little while ago. There was no forward going but revolving in same circle of despair, where my opportunities would lack.

Notwithstanding the fact that my health level was at its peak in the past 1 month, I felt low continuously. I did not feel like speaking to anyone or talk about myself and even disclose my planned projects to seek support. I lost my verve to do things.

I am not an outcome oriented person. I enjoy the process. This brings fulfillment to me, in its real sense but still the onlookers think that I am impatient because of my angry pursuits.

I have a lot of patience. I am just someone who arranges her mind sooner than others, so that I comeback to a mindset of growth. A mind that quickly starts productivity by putting in hard work after some small gaps of rest and enjoyment.

But these days I am not primed for going on forward on my life’s path. Turmoil and self-talks keep sabotaging me. I do not know if it has an end. But I must embrace the beauty of things presently, and accept all arrangements to lead my life and indulge in the means and not the ends. I usually refer to my work and rarely relationships. But this time I needn’t jeopardize my…